Sometimes the writer needs to train his brain
to be seen and not heard. Sometimes the writer’s brain is just not necessary—unless
said writer is doing his taxes or composing a grocery list, of course.
I remember long ago reading that Ray
Bradbury had a big card on the wall above his desk that read DON’T THINK! At
the time, long before I was published, I scratched my head at that.
How can a writer write if he doesn’t
think?
Now, believe me, I know how right
Mr. Bradbury was. All of my own best writing comes when I’ve quieted down that
big ugly mass of wrinkly suet there under my scalp, when I’ve put the old
thinker box in time-out and replaced it with the pure Zen of only my eyes.
With the powerful, all-seeing
WRITER’S EYE.
In other words, sometimes you need
to stop thinking about what you’re writing and let your eyes just see what
you’re writing, and let your pencil or fingers on the keyboard merely
transcribe those scenes and actions. When your brain engages, it’s like your
least favorite uncle stumbling into the tree house drunk, spoiling all the
kids’ fun. It plucks you out of that magical realm of the imagination and hurls
you back into the humdrum world of reality.
So what I do is literally take my
brain for a walk and let the fella do what he’s always just dying to do--THINK.
So while I’m walking with my dog, good ole Syd, I think about what needs to
happen next in the book I’m writing, so that everything follows logically what
I’ve written over previous days. I let my brain sort of rough in the day’s
scenes, in the way a painter first roughs in a sketch to which he’s going to
add the colorful, three-dimensional splendor of oils later on.
Then, when my brain and ole Syd are exercised
and satisfied, I go home, pour myself a cup of mud, settle down in my recliner
while Syd starts snoring on the sofa, and I take up my laptop. Before I start
typing, I send my brain to time out. Believe me, it often doesn’t want to go.
It wants to keep jammering. Sometimes I have to snap my fingers and point to
the “time-out room” several times. Sometimes it throws a real kicking and screaming
fit on its way down the hall.
Boy, what a pugnacious little cuss
the brain can be! You’d swear it had been raised in the forest by wolves!
But when it’s finally gone away, the
invisible eye just above my nose takes over, and what a sweet, quiet feeling it
is. The world of the story washes over me until I can smell the man sweat and
saddle leather, the odor of the horses and the pine trees, hear the soiled
doves tittering in their lairs, hear the old Baldwin locomotives panting down
at the Denver rail yards. I’m right there in the scene, watching Sheriff Ben
Stillman ride into the dusty little cow town where a bushwhacker lies in wait
above the hotel, and a stray pig wanders across the otherwise quiet street
looking very proud of itself for the corncob its holding in its jaws.
Now, see—if I were relying on my
brain, my eye would never have seen that pig above the brain’s infernal
bluster!
That brainless world, friends, is
where the real work gets done.
It’s the writer’s pure bliss, and it's damned addictive.
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